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Parashiyot Nitzavim/Vayeilech
Currently residing in Jerusalem,
Israel
There are two levels of Teshuvah; the private and the communal. The
private is an inward corrective experience, self accounting or Cheshbon
HaNefesh. It is also a two step process. First of all we assess our lives. This is illustrated by the anecdote
reporting on the dilemma of a disciple on Kol Nidrei Eve. While observing
his Rebbe he notices he was not reading the same page as the congregation.
Perhaps, he thought, the Rebbe dozed off momentarily and, thus, did not
realize he was lagging behind. Not wishing to embarrass the Rebbe, the
disciple, appearing perplexed asked him where he is at. The Rebbe replied
he is at Chanukah. This message is religiously valuable. Before proceeding to the future,
one must reflect on and evaluate the past. How meaningful was our
commitment? Was life spiritually inspiring? Was Torah the source of our
values? The second step is preparation for the future. How can one enhance his
spiritual content? It requires reflection on life's purpose in order to
enrich the daily routine with an added dimension of spirituality. The
private Teshuvah is a psychological and philosophical process. In this
spiritual exercise the moods shift. There is regret and hope, remorse and
encouragement. Teshuvah is facing reality while at the same time inspiring
new beginnings with renewed optimism and renewed hopes. The second level of Teshuvah is communal. This is the awareness of
identifying with Klal Yisrael and sharing its religious destiny. In his
classic code The Mishneh Torah (Hilchot Teshuva 3:11), the Rambam
emphatically and unequivocally declared that strict observance of mitzvot
and adherence to the halacha will not guarantee a Jew entrance to Olam
Habo unless he shares the pains and distress of and identifies with the
national community of Israel. A self alienated Jew forgoes his religious significance. HaShem's
covenant is with Klal Yisrael. Detachment from the Klal is tantamount to
rejection of the covenant. This is reflected by the ritual of reciting the
confessions, that is the Ashamnu and Al Cheit, twice at each tefillah on
Yom HaKippurim. The first recital is affixed to the private Amidah. In the quietness of
his communication with HaShem, the Jew whispers his confession. In the
privacy of the moment the heart is contrite and the soul is humbled. As he
stands in the presence of HaShem the spiritual cleansing process begins. The process is not completed till after the second phase. This phase
takes place during the recitation of the public Amidah. The words are the
same but the act of confession takes on an additional dimension. The Jew
is no longer a private person. He joins his fellow man in Avodat HaShem.
His individual worth is authenticated through his identity with the
community. Individuals compose a community and it is the identity with the
community that substantiates his significance. Identity with the community implies concern and responsibility. The
text of the confession is recorded in the plural. The Jew declares, "we
have sinned..." My sin is his sin and his sin is my sin. We apologize for
neglecting the needs of others. May a Jew pat himself on the back for
adhering to Torah requirements and for the act of Teshuvah? No, unless he
joins with others in a collective experience. A traditional comment suggests that a common theme links Purim and Yom
HaKippurim. The analogy is suggested by the similar sounds of the two
names: Purim and Ki-Purim. The common theme is a fundamental doctrine, "Kol
Yisroel Areivim Zeh LaZeh - each Jew is responsible one for the other".
The Midrash (Shir HaShirim 8:7) associates this doctrine with the dilemma
posed by the Purim event. If the Jews of Shushan were guilty for
participating in the festivities sponsored by Ahasuerus, why were the Jews
residing in other provinces threatened with annihilation? To resolve this
question, the Midrash declares, "Kol Yisroel. . .". Each Jew is
responsible for one another. No one may point an accusing finger at another person until he can
honestly declare to HaShem that he did all that was in his power to
contribute to Tikkun HaOlam and for the betterment of a fellow Jew. This
is also the message of Yom HaKi-Purim. The plural form of the confession
reflects the doctrine of "Kol Yisroel. . ." We plead for atonement for our
personal sins and for the sins of the Klal. Why? Because we share the
covenant. Our share to the covenant is only validated when we share the
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