What does it really take to be a prophet?
How perfect must such a leader be? Is he/she ever allowed the normal
human manifestations of character imperfections that we associate
with ourselves - or are the standards higher?
The answer is perhaps hinted in the parshah when the delegation
Yaakov sent out to meet with Esau returns with the information that
an entire army of people is headed towards Yaakov, whose intentions
might be anything other than cordial. And then the text tells us that
Yaakov was afraid.... which, in any other context might be an
appropriate and acceptable reaction to the news. But, given that in
the previous Parshah, HaShem has already promised Yaakov that He will
protect and be with him, and not forsake him (Chapter 31, verse 3)
why does Yaakov accede to fear? Has he lost his trust in HaShem?...
HaShem's promise?... HaShem's ability to even fulfill His promise?
A most beautiful response to this seeming lack of trust displayed by
a Patriarch is afforded by Rav Elchanon Wasserman. He quotes the
statement of the Rambam from Chapter 7 in the Shemoneh Perokim where
Maimonides authoritatively states that perfection is no precondition
to prophecy. Proof? Well, he offers, look at King Solomon and the
prophet Samuel, both of whom, in the pursuit of a divine imperative,
allowed fear to become a matter of concern. Which, he says, is proof
positive that one doesn't have to be perfect to receive divine
prophecy.
The Chesed Le'Avraham, however, asks the following question on the
Rambam, which is: How can the Rambam present his case with such
original authority when the Gemara has already asked that very same
question. Quoting Masechet Berachot, the Gemara however responds to
the possibility of Yaakov's fear in meeting with Esau, which is: "shemoh
yigrom ha-chet", meaning that when HaShem originally made the
promise, Yaakov was indeed the epitome of perfection, but with the
passing of time, and having worked some twenty years for Lavan, maybe
Yaakov no longer is that perfect being and might now be tarnished
with sin...thus negating the precondition for HaShem's promise.
Furthermore, the Gemara continues, regarding the fear displayed by
the prophet Samuel, the reason given to understand this is that
poeple on a mission of a "sheliach mitzvah" are guaranteed from any
kind of harm.....So why does Shmuel not know this ? Because when you
go to a place fraught with danger, then this concept is inapplicable.
So, if the Gemara has already asked and responded to the fears
surrounding Yaakov and Shmuel, wherein lies the originality of the
Rambam? And this is where the beauty of Rav Elchanon is on display.
He responded that, in fact, we are dealing with two very different
questions. The Gemara is asking the question that, following HaShem's
promise of protection, why didn't our two heroes trust in the divine
word. The Rambam is asking a totally different question. What ever
happened to ordinary, basic elementary trust in HaShem, the "bitachon"
that comes with "ve'ani be'chasdechah botachti.."? ...the trust that
comes not as a response to a promise but as part of being a Jew...
Here, the Rambam states that no one is perfect, and even a prophet is
allowed in certain situations to allow the normal human condition of
fear to emanate.
It's a very warming interpretation that allows us normal people, who
love our Judaism, our Jewish people, and through the former, our
trust in HaShem, to sometimes allow the fear we at times face in our
lives to be not a denial of our fundamental beliefs, not a denial of
HaShem (G-d forbid) but an acceptable response of the human
condition. For to be perfect means to be super-prophetic. But to err
at times on the side on being afraid is to be, simply, prophetic.
Shabbat Shalom